PTSD is an REM Hell

I WANT TO A HAPPY, LIFE IS GOOD, TO A SRESSED-OUT FLASHBACKING sufferer of PTSD. Just in a matter of minutes. This disorder controls my cub-conscious and has, recently, invaded my conscious mind. I still take the mirtazapine to control my nightmares. I think that it may have found a way to circumvent my my awareness, and my nightmares. I have to stop this. I am afraid that I will lose the ability to control my awareness, my conscious mind. That is why I need your help. I cannot beat this on my own and I am beginning to wonder if it all is worth it. I know, however, that I can't do it own my own. Please give me you help. My blog is http://david-mybloggiest.blogspot.com Please read my blog and tell me what you think and what I need to do to get more readers. Until then, I hope to hear from you all. If you have a blog we will share them to get more traffic. Thank You, theblogmeister