Saturday, August 7, 2010

He's Back part 2

I did not think the Col. was serious. He was serious. You have to understand, I was a 19 year old kid. I grew to love that man. In retrospect, I can see what and why he was wanting me to end his life. If he committed suicide his wife, Bunny, could not collect any life insurance, pension, or anything. So, he played me masterfully. It took about 3 weeks for him to convince me it was the best for all. He did not take into consideration what it would do for me. I did it. It was painless and quick. I cried with Bunny and said how sorry I was. I did not tell her that I killed him. This was 31 years ago. He has been haunting me for 31 years. I had a great therapist who helped me more than anything. I had not dreamt of the Col. for a while until tonight. I guess I stopped doing what Tom suggested. I don't know. I have to put the Col. Back where he belongs. In the past. It is tough. theblogmeister

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