Thursday, October 14, 2010

It Is 4am and I am Still Here

  What the hell are you doing up at this hour? Well, thanks to my good friend, " The Demon," I will not get much needed sleep. I did sleep for a couple hours and am grateful for that. I do not want to sound like a complainer. My readers may think that way. The fact of the matter is I want my readers to try and see life through my eyes. I am also grateful that I did not have a terrible dream that jolted me out of my bed, per usual. I have some days, although with sleep lacking, that I do rather well. Those days are becoming less, unfortunately. I did relive my traumatic experience once again. This time the Col. must have been under a tight schedule because he spent little time with me. One little victory! I really am exhausted, though. I will try, through prayer and reading my bible, to find the strength I need to make it through another day. later    theblogmeister
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1 comment:

  1. Thanks for sending me an email. I'm not sure what therapies you've tried, but Rapid Eye Movement therapy is supposed to be very effective for PTSD. Also, if you are having trouble with nightmares, I know there is a med they have found to be helpful. I can't remember what it is, but I'm sure your doc would know.

    Wishing you healing. Brooke


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